Constantly Shattered

So I've got into Chichester! Whoop whoop with a conditional offer of C,C and a B in Dance.
Anyway i was happy for about 2 days.
Now I'm miserable.
I'm tired all the time! It's frustrating. i have some much work to be doing!
Art needs to be done, finish final piece, finish coursework book and the essay.
Dance coursework, dance essay and do a practical dance worth 20 minutes in a group, and we only have 10 maybe 12? well that's what it feels like.
Also i have quiet a few essays to do for English, such as an language acquisition essay.

But anyways i have an issue with my offer, yes i could get to C's and a B. But sadly i might not be able too.
If you don't no i will elaborate.
i caught glandular fever in year 12 around the exam period of art. So i tried to catch up but it was difficult and i did as much as i could. resulting in my over all grade an E. yet my coursework book was a C. and i was told it was because i didn't have a final piece, when i was told that the final piece didn't matter
So now i have to somehow magically get an A/B this year in art. but my coursework book is a C. AHHH it's impossible!

So basically I'm stressed and tiered from doing a lot of work!
And i feel I'm getting no where!

I'm stuck...

To Dance or Not to Dance

So i had my interview at Chichester yesterday, for a BA Hons in Dance. I pretty much love dance, it's the only thing i can do. I'm not a mental person I'm a physical person.
Yes i bet the people who know me think yes your pretty insane so you must be mental!

So i got down to Chichester at 9.40ish after getting up at 5am. Most people were in normal clothes i thought interviews you were supposed to dress up smart? Anyways the auditions started at 10.15ish. There was about 30 of us in a class, it was a joke ! i couldn't move like literally !
So anyways we danced for 2 hours and 30 minutes. Only the issue was my toe was hurting, it just kept hurting which it obviously effect my dancing. Weirdly enough there was no side of a blister on my toe.
Yet when i began to dance something popped under my foot and it bled everywhere, how embarrassing.
Sadly i had to dance for the last 45 minutes and it was painful. Yet i tried.
I don't believe I've got into Chichester though and it's the university i really want to go to.

All in all I'll have to wait till February to find out...

Weather...What Weather?

Finally the snow has stopped it's wonderful ! It's great, i can now smell air! like outside air without thinking omg my fingers are going to fall off in 10 mintues.
Still there is some clumps of snow about as kids seem to think let's make giant balls of snow.
What they get out of it i don't know to be honest. or maybe it's the fact that i don't find snow that wonderful anymore... you know maybe i've actually grown up (a tiny insignificent bit).

Shane's car (the boyfriend) is totally fucked! Well basically it needs new parts which is obviously going to cost a bomb.. never mind.
He stayed over last night and we snuggled :) while we watched gaving and stacey series 2.
Then dredge(Mr dredge) (craig) came over in his new car, it has many buttons apparently and heated seats. the seat wasn't warm enough for me i would have liked it warmer, there's something about girls and heat i belieive we need to keep cosy.

currently i'm talking to people on msn and looking arounf pon facebook as my life is talking about sixth form and sometimes i feel thats all i ever talk about! how hard it is and how much it gets on my nerves.

but i've noticed i'm not the only one who talks about it, so i don't look that much of a twat.
I've basically given up on this, well this post not blogger in general.

Don't worry adoring fans lauren has not left the building... yet give it a couple of months

Enjoy the weather x

10/1/10

Welcome to another blog by Lauren.
It's still snowing, well settled for ages now ! School are deciding to be open, although they say if you can't get in you don't have to come to school. Who's not going to take up that offer?!
(Exams people obviously, but they don't count.)

Well I'm taking up the offer to stay at home with my lovely dogs and study English language, (another reason I'm not going to school i have a mock English exam) There are lots of reasons, why am i kidding myself!

Today hasn't been very eventful. Just went into oxford as i desperately needed some dance clothes for my interview on the 20th of January! very exciting !
Also a bunch of so called students (only a couple of years older than me I'd say) decided to cut the queue at the bus stop! Fucking idiots! ever heard of manner? They wanted to see if the 35 (that's the bus number) was going through kennington.
Good for them. But next time fucking get to the back of the queue and wait!
This girl that was with them (about 4 idiot students) looked like that thing out of lord of the rings
says something like:

"my precious"

You all understand, she was really ugly ! like insanely! (your probably thinking I'm mean yet she pissed me off so i can say what i like!) She and her bum buddies got on the bus and i had to listen to the stuck up snob talk i want to punch people who think their wonderful cause they have money and look down on everyone else. I'd love to steal all there money and watch them live on the streets!
HAHAHA

I'm joking by the way, they just pissed me off and I'm going to hopefully be a student soon too yet i won't forget my manners.

Later i will be seeing shane (the boyfriend) with some hot chocolate and whipped cream possibly marshmallows.
What can i say the boy understands me.

8 January 2010

This snow is getting on my nerves!
i mean it's nice to not be at school... but i have a university audition soon! I need to post back some stuff but i have issue as i need help filling out the form! AHHH
Thank god i don'thave any exams. I'd be so distracted from last mintue studying.
GOOD LUCK to anyone that has exams.

The last past couple of days i've spent with my boyfriend. Just snuggling in bed with hot chocolate marshmallows and whipped cream. (my boyfriends such as girly girl, or is it called under the thumb?)

If he reads that i'll be in serious trouble.

Dancing on ice is on. Good programme. If you think Big brother is better get off my blog now and never come back. Cause everyone hates big brother it's sooo SHIT!

I'd better concentrate on the T.V
Good Day x

5th January 2010

First day of term, as normal I've been piled up with work and coursework to be finished within a couple of days. Why thank you miss Rolls!

Sadly i won't be doing this work as most of you know it's snowing! or has been?

And i'm not going in as we've had an e-mail about not needing to be in unless you can get there safely...Right, Basically meaning i get the day off ! YAY!

Today was just an average school day which i was told by Georgie (Thank you very much) That she read my blog... Whoop Whoop! i'm popular.

Ooh! i was right about it snowing !

As it is tomorrow from yesterdays post.

Today has been full of events, well actually just one event that everyone keeps talking about something about new years eve...

(i'm not a spaz i actually know what happened but i'm not saying it out loud on this blog, and most of sixth form know)

Shane picked me up today from school had a bacon sarnie cooked by moi! Also something weird happened to Shane's car?! not sure but it's not the oil, possibly the engine... or just his car is a wimp.

Now currently my life is involving me sitting next to Shane at my house watching a football game Barcelona V Sevilla... how interesting. Someone idiot of a football player is now claiming he has cramp... good timing as not long is left he has a good plan. Myself i'd roll on the floor for 10 minutes as cramp hurts me more than other people. Shane believes i'm a wimp and can't deal with pain. I belieive he's stupid and doesn't understand girls, yet i give him credit as he tries.(*angry face* at tries from shane)

Anyway after blabbering on about jack shit i've decided this will now end as i can't really think anymore and i'll talk about anything....

Good night Oxfordshire sleep well !

New start

I've decided this is going to be my new diary of 2010. Which the whole world can read, so not much like a diary. Moving on...Christmas hasn't been to bad, seen family, presents, turkey, christmas tree just the usually really. New year wasn't to bad either, i spent it with my boyfriend... not much to say about that one.

So far 4th of january which is mine and Shanes 8 month anniversary. How lovely! And from what i know were celebrating by eating a 'Jesus Burger'. Oh the Thrills!
(For you normal people out there it's just a burger that tastes good, but according to shane it's what jesus would taste like if he was alive.)
Today i went into Oxford and saw my grandparents as they were giving my some money for my christmas present. So gutted all college people, i had an inset day ! HAHA

Apparently it's suppost to snow tomorrow. WHY!!! It's not christmas anymore! Plus whats so wonderful about snow?!

1. Makes you wet
2. Makes you cold
3. It hurts if it hits you in the face.

There is pleanty more reasons to give but i can't think right now.

I also just found out my so caled boyfriend(shane) has decided to get a blog as well. So techniquely he's copying me. What a idiot! Get your own ideas! Pleb!

Yes our relationship consists of me abusing him and him loving me it's wonderful. No it's not really like that. It consists of my abusing him and him beating me with a base ball bat. Even still we're happy. (He doesn't really hit me)

Right i best leave this blog or my so called diary of 2010 with my first post! how spectacular! Yes i have been quiet sarcastic but it's enjoyable. Jacket potato with bacon and cheese Ooo.

Over and out x